2 - I had a miscarriage on September 11, 2004. It was the last time 9/11 was on a Saturday and I spent the day in the emergency room going through the hardest thing I have ever personally experienced with no way to escape the images of the worst thing I have ever seen. I rarely dwell on it but today being Saturday again I guess makes it harder. And then I feel like an asshole all "poor me" when so many people lost so much more. And I don't think my husband remembers. And we decided to try for another baby in May and I haven't had a period since June.
I am a sad sack today.
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1 comment:
They are both really, legitimately sad and awful things. Don't feel bad for feeling said about either.
Hugs to you, especially for the miscarriage. Sometimes the only way to eventually let go of a hurt is to hold it close to you for a while. Don't feel bad for that.
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